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Productive I was. 

I made a list of everything I need to get done on Sunday. 

Made some phone calls. 

Wrote a letter to my Grandma wishing her a Happy 90th and got a handful of pictures to send her. Which I'll know she'll love. Now I just need a stamp. 

I cleaned my room. 

Ate a bowl of soup. 

Showered. 

And probably drank far too much coffee while doing so. 

Work time!

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It feels like a Monday not a Friday. 

Messing with my schedule messes everything up. At least it's only 2 more days of work until Sunday. Sundays are definitely my favorite day of the week. 

I have 2 weeks from today to decide on somewhere great to go. Hopefully this plan goes as planned. I just need more people in my life interested in the same things I am. That's exactly what I'm lacking. Dear people, find me and love me. 

I'm moving really slow this morning. I dont work for another hour and a half and I'm most likely going to be late. I'm going to go attempt being productive. 

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I think I'd like to have a glass of wine tonight. 

You're so great.

Note to self; Don't take your camera out of your purse. I never take pictures anymore.

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I think that sometimes I get myself in the worst situations. I feel embarrassed.

I'm so so sick of the cold! It's almost March! It should be getting warm out and not snowing. Hopefully that's the last of snow for this winter. Fingers crossed. Or else I might seriously have to run away to somewhere with beaches and sand and really hot sun where I can wear shorts and sandals and little summer dresses! I wish, very much.  I really need a plan, something to work towards. I need to set a good goal for myself. I just need to decide exactly what I want to do and when I want to do it by. 

Ouch I cut my finger!

I can't remember what this party at Tangerine was for. I think it was in November. Anna Brittany Rhiannon and I. I like this picture. We look cute. 

Anyways, I don't really have too much to say. My brain is wondering into silly thoughts right now. I think I'm going to listen to some good music and sing along and hope my neighbors don't hate me too much. And see if I can tough is out and go outside in the cold. We'll see, as of right now that idea doesn't seem very promising. Maybe I'll just change into my jammies and watch a  good movie. The possibilities are endless. 

Bye Blog <3

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These boys may be responsible for making one of my all time most favorite songs, 

As-well as some other really great music.  Listening to them reminds me so much of grade 10. 

Grade 10 was pretty great. 

ps. WHY THE HECK IS IT SO COLD OUT!!

Dear sun; I miss you so much.

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Tonight I googled 'beautiful places in the world' and fully enjoyed it for way too long. 

I want to be here right now.. Yes, perfect. Definitely. 

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You are so hot. I wish I had super hot pictures to show for myself.

 

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I think I'm going to change my titles from dates to numbers so that I don't get embarrassed when I make more than 3 posts in the same day. Haha. I was going through old pictures on my laptop that I had forgotten about. This picture is the very first picture I ever took with this laptop.. Early 2006. I look like a baby. But that's probably because I am a baby. This is when I was living in Toronto. I wish I still had blonde hair? Perhaps that's something I need to do.

This picture is definitely taken well before 2006. I think my brother took this picture of me and I love it. 

This is my 18th Birthday! Kind of.

This is just an old picture that I kind of like. Emma took this of me. I love those earrings. What on earth happened to them is what is what I would like to know. 

This picture I like only because of my facial expression

This is 2 Christmas ago. They both just keep growing. 

And lastly just another Mexico picture just because I'm having beach fever right now

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I wish you would just leave me alone. You know that you being in my life only complicates things. I don't know why you can't just leave me alone, respect that I'm doing my own thing and that maybe, just maybe I am happy. I wish you all the best but to not involve me in your life right now. It's not going to happen, It's never going to happen and you just need to understand that because clearly me saying it is doing nothing but make you think I'm lying. You just frustrate me. 

It's awful outside. I was really hoping to get some running around done before work today because I dont start till 5 but by the looks of it outside I think I'm going to be sitting at home until it's time to go to work. I guess I'm okay with that. I'm already on my second load of laundry and have cleaned my kitchen. Now I'm just aimlessly internet browsing. 

I am completely in love with this new CD I bought. Partie Traumatic by Black kids. It's great, It makes me want to dance. And I do dance, because I love it. 

I'm off to shower!

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Hello blog world!

I want to start by saying that I hate waiting for people. Almost as much as I hate when people are late. But waiting really is the worst. Especially waiting around for undecided plans. Maybe because I hate rushing? I'm not sure. But my point is that I'm not the most patient person.

I had a great Sunday. Getting out of the city was exactly what I needed even if it was just for the afternoon. Everytime I go to Banff I forget how pretty it is. I wish I brought my camera but I didn't really have much time to get ready and I never even thought of it. 

I had a good Monday. Work went by really quick which was nice and I had some time alone to be lazy around the house tonight which was much needed. I worked very hard on a very long list of the best questions I could think of to get to know someone. I hope that it was worth it. 

I get to sleep in tomorrow too which will be nice. I was feeling a bit under the weather this morning so I think catching up on some sleep will do me well. 

It's snowing yet again! It's awful. I'm having summer fever. All I want is to wear flip flops and go sun bathing. 

Anyhow it's almost 1am.. To sleep or to keep waiting? We'll see what happens once my head hits the pillow.

Goodnight <3

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Happy Saturday, it's the weekend.

It's funny how I stay up late yet wake up an hour before my alarm goes off. I'm going for breakfast with a friend before work today to this place that is suppose to have the best pancakes in the world. I think it's a pretty big deal as a pancake lover myself. I will let you know how it goes. 

I saw Patricia yesterday! Briefly. 

And it's my last day of work for the week. I'm so happy this week is over. 

Anyways, I need to get dressed and paint my nails. I have a hot date tonight. 

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So I was wrong, I woke up this morning to much much more snow. Of course. 

That's Calgary for you.

It's exactly 7am right now and I have to be at work at 12. 

I can't decide if it's a good idea to try and go back to sleep or to try and stay awake. If I stay awake chances of me regretting that decision in about a half hour when my eyes wont stay open are probably pretty good. But if I go back to sleep I will probably toss and turn and have to much on my mind to sleep anyways. I will come to a decision within 10 minutes. Yes, definitely. 

Last night was great. Tonight I'm hanging out with my mom. 

Goodnight or Goodmorning, I'm undecided. 

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ps. This picture is my and my little brother,

Who now towers over me. I love him. 

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ITS SNOWING!!!

What the heck. Isn't it spring time?

Soooo bummed. 

Hopefully by tomorrow is will be warm and sunny and all the snow that fell today will be melted. Maybe?

Anyways, I had a short work day which was soo nice because for some reason keeping my eyes open all day was the most difficult of tasks. I'm guessing I overslept because I definitely didn't undersleep. Two more work days till my day off which isn't too bad. 

Now I'm going to lay on the couch and be lazy till it's time to go out. 

Night blog world. 

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Gooodmorning!

I woke up this morning with a stuffy nose, So bummed!

I have a handful of vitamins and a big mug of coffee that I'm hoping will be an instant cure. 

Cross your fingers. 

I hate getting sick!!!!

My week is going by faster than I thought, Thursday already! 

I had a great night at work last night and was bad and bought a beautiful lace shirt. I couldn't resist and I know if I waited till the next day it would be gone. And I was more than right because an hour after we unpacked probably around 10 there were only 2 still hanging there. Good thing I snatched my size. I hope my bank account isn't judging me for my impulse purchase that I probably can't afford right now. But maybe its worth it that I will look so cute wearing it. 

Shower time!

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ps. This picture was taken 2 years ago of Anna and I at our Vancouver sales meeting. 

I miss Anna so much right now. 

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Goodmorning again, 

Today was much harder to wake up than yesterday. And I really don't have time for a blog entry but I'm doing it anyways. Work was stressful yesterday, Lastnight was fun, this morning was great. I think going to Banff on Sunday and I am very excited. It's that ending part of winter where it's warming up but there's still snow on the ground. Meaning perfect weather for the day in Banff. I really hope we can go to the hotsprings, eat some good food and love the candy stores way too much. My best friend is also in town for the weekend and I'm so excited to see her! It kind of sucks she'll only be here a couple days and i'll most likely only see her briefly but a dinner date is better than no date at all. I have a great weekend ahead of me. Now I just have to cross my fingers that this work week goes by fast. As for right now I really need to put on a pot of coffee and hop in the shower. 

I have a funny feeling i'm going to turn back into a blog addict. I'm okay with it. 

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Goodmorning goodmorning!

 New blogs new beginnings?  Haha.. Okay maybe not. 

There was so much inspiration looking through other blogs that I decided that I absolutely  can't live without it. 

Tuesday morning and back to work. A ridiculous work week I have ahead of me might I add. Oh well, I'm hoping it will go by fast.. Just like my long weekend did. Valentines weekend was great.. Or does Valentines weekend even exist? I guess I could say I had a great Valentines and a great long weekend, if that makes more sense. Anyhow, very relaxing, very laid back. Just perfect. 

I woke up this morning 2 hours before my alarm was suppose to go off. My sleeping patterns can't seem to ever be normal. Now I lay in bed with a huge cup of coffee staring into my closet trying to decide what I can manage to pull together to wear to work today. It looks warm out but knowing Calgary looks can be deceiving and I'll most likely get outside and freeze my butt off for the entire 5 minute walk to get to work. I guess that's why I have a balcony, for such purposes. So then why do I never think to use it? 

It makes me so happy for that 2 minutes when your coffee is the perfect temperature. Not too hot but not too cold. 

Lately, Well not so much lately.. But for the last little while I've been dying to go on vacation. Im not trying to run away from anything I just want to get away, see things and learn about myself. It's not something I can afford right away but I want something to work towards. I figured I could go out to Van like I had planned or go out to Toronto to see some friends and family. Maybe even Florida to visit family and get some sun. But none of those places completely sells me. It's hard to get time off work and that's why I feel like I need to take completely advantage of the time I get off and my saved up vacation pay. I want someone in my life who feels the same as I do. A good travel companion. It's hard to find someone to travel with. Someone who wants to do and see the same things you do. I am yet to meet someone and that's desperately what I am looking for right now. And of course some good ideas of places to go and love. If you are out there please find me. I am waiting for you and to have some fun very soon! 

Anyways I feel like I must do something about my bed head, cook some lunch, call my mom, get dressed then head to work. 

Goodmorning again 

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ps.  There are a few pictures from my Mexico trip which I am absolutely inlove with.